What would you do if you had only nine years to make a difference for God and the deck was stacked against you?
That’s what Queen Esther faced.
Five years after she married Xerxes, Esther eliminated the threat Haman posed to the Jews living in Persia. One might think life was smooth sailing after that, but history suggests otherwise. Nine years later, King Xerxes I was assassinated. His successor was not a son that Esther had birthed, but rather Artaxerxes I—Queen Vashti’s son.
A bit of backstory will put that into perspective.
Queen Vashti was the daughter of Belshazzar, who ruled Babylon when it fell to the Persians. (Remember his party and God’s handwriting on the wall?) Vashti was a child when she was promised to Xerxes. In Persia, as in other cultures, kings always married nobility. Esther, a Benjamite, was neither Persian nor of noble blood.
Can you imagine the rancor that Vashti’s son must have had for Esther?
Artaxerxes had his entire childhood to ponder how a Jewish orphan could have replaced his mother on the throne. And he likely didn’t meet his stepmother, Queen Esther, until he was a teenager.
You see, if Artaxerxes was kept in the palace citadel after Vashti’s banishment, he would have been sequestered as was customary for royal children. Persian royals didn’t even see their father until age five. For the next ten to fifteen years, the young princes were trained in horsemanship, archery, and hunting so they could become efficient warriors. At the same time, Persian Magi instructed them in justice/government, endurance/courage, self-restraint/sobriety, and religion.
Even as king, Artaxerxes could not bring his mother into the palace again (if Vashti was still alive)—because Persian law could not be rescinded.
One of Artaxerxes’s first acts as king was to kill his brother who allegedly had a role in Xerxes’s assassination. Unfortunately, a common way to ensure that one retained the throne was to kill everyone who could be a threat to it. That put Esther in Artaxerxes’s crosshairs. It would make sense for Artaxerxes to eliminate her and any children she had with Xerxes. In fact, history records that only Artaxerxes’s descendants became king.
To be clear, history is silent about Esther’s fate. But if history followed precedent, Esther may have been as young as twenty-eight when she died.
Regardless of how long she lived, the truth is that danger never left Esther.
She didn’t practice the official religion Artaxerxes decreed. She wasn’t the “queen mother.” How did she navigate a life she never would have chosen of her own will? Did she wonder if God was finished using her after her stand against Haman?
We may never be in a position like Esther’s, but we may wonder how and when God will use us. It may not be evident. In fact, we may think we’ve missed God’s plan if we can’t point to some deeply fulfilling way we’re serving Him through a church or parachurch ministry. But here’s the deal: God can put us in someone’s path for a brief time that will change the person’s life forever—with ripple effects we’ll never know this side of heaven. In God’s economy, that is just as significant as when Esther preserved Persia’s Jewish population.
That unsettles me. I desperately want to make a difference for God. Yet late-stage Lyme disease has imposed limitations on me that repeatedly frustrate my plans for serving Him.
God isn’t the least bit perturbed about that.
As others have said, God doesn’t require our ability—only our availability. He will use us when and how He sees fit. Sometimes our obedience and trust are all He wants from us.
That’s the acid test. Do you still trust God’s sovereignty when your circumstances don’t change—or get worse?
Esther did.
Maybe Esther’s life did have an effect on her stepson, Artaxerxes. In his seventh year of his reign, he commissioned Ezra (a Jewish scribe in his court) to reinstate biblical teaching and practices in Jerusalem. Twenty years into his reign, Artaxerxes authorized Nehemiah to rebuild Jerusalem’s walls, helped finance the work, and appointed Nehemiah as governor of Judah.
May we learn to trust God the way Esther did!
Lord, thank You for always being with me. Your Word tells me to be strong and courageous, even when circumstances threaten or pressure me into being less than you intend for me to be. Thank you for sending Your Holy Spirit to guide and protect me from lies, doubts, discouragement, or anything else that tries to keep me from Your path for me. Amen.
This is the second of four installments about Esther.
Read the first one here.
Read the third one here.
Read the last one here.
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BONUS:
Wayne Watson singing the forever powerful song “For Such a Time As This”
Stacy says
This is so timely for where I am in my life. A much-needed encouragement!
Lana Christian says
Stacy, bless you! You are never far from my thoughts and prayers. I know God is keeping you close to His heart, and what you’re doing is beautiful in His sight.
Dana McNeely says
Lana, another well-researched and insightful post. I always learn surprising information!
Lana Christian says
That means a lot, coming from you, Dana! Thanks for the kind words! The more I read about Esther, the more she inspires me. I hope she does the same for others who read this.
Cami Mayer says
I always learn SO MUCH from your blogs, Lana!
Lana Christian says
Thank you, Cami! What a blessing to hear that! Praying they will bless others in the same way they have blessed you!
Sandra says
Lana, God Bless you for what you do! You are a beautiful child of our Heavenly Father. He’s got your back. Don’t give the enemy a seat at your table! He has NO power over you or your circumstances! God ALWAYS wins. Jesus paid that price for us ALL and you are being used exactly as our Father wishes. Never give up or give in, our Jesus has already won your battle❤️ God Bless you and keep it coming, I love what you do. I am new to you and your ministry and look forward to more.
Lana Christian says
Thank you for those kind words, Sandra! I’m praying that God will multiply the “loaves and fishes” I bring to this blog. If the words have encouraged or inspired you, please share them with others!
Charles Franklkn says
I came here looking for information about Esther I’m a doing an online course with Blue Letter Bible.) but was inspired by your line ststing “God isn’t the least bit perturbed about that.” referring to the Lyme disease.
This hit me because I have Primary Progressive Multiple Sclerosis…along with peripheral neuropathy, and ataxia, and more…..amd I am definitely perturbed!!
I realize that I’ve transferred that belief to God rather than letting God;s peace transform me. I have felt abandoned by God, lost, discarded, punished and more….
Meanwhile, God is still working and none of my physical or mental limitations are stopping Him. They never did.
I need to realize that….and to rely on God’s grace when I forget.
Lana Christian says
Bless you for your kind words about my blog. Having a chronic illness is hard because society is wired to think health circumstances will eventually change for the better. The enemy uses that, going into overtime with sowing doubt, deceit, and discouragement. He tries to divide our limited energy and shift our focus away from God. The enemy will do anything to put distance between us and God. While our physical fight may be great, our greatest fight is on our knees in spiritual battle. You are NOT abandoned or discarded–you are His forever. Pray those promises (like Joshua 1:5) back to God. I pray God will lift you up today!
Reena Lysander says
Thank you Lana, for this insightful and thought blog on Esther and her future. Was blessed. Love from India.
Lana Christian says
Thank you so much! Praise God that it blessed you! I pray it continues to be an encouragement for you and others. Please share the blessing (and this blog) with others.